December 2009
173 posts
* Shakes Head* Ok The Tears Are Gna Fall No Matter...
All I Want You To Know Is I Love You & Wil Be Here If You Need Me!
* Swallows Wel Theres Alwayz A Bang To The New...
Omg Im In Shock But Trying To Hold My Tears Back…. I Duno What To Doo…..
Iv Never Felt So Uncomfortable Like This Before...
I Hope Your Proud Of The Way Your Making Me Feel *Sighs*
Right Now I Just Feel Lost.......
I Feel Like You Don’t Want Me To Be Happy….Everything I Do Lately & Have Done Seems Wrong To You..You Know What Iv Been Thinking Over The Past Months What Would You Do If I Packed Up & Went?? What Would You Do If I Actually Told You How I Feel For Once??….I Know!… You Wouldn’t Listen!!
If I Had A Choice I Would So Leave You In 2009...
*Jumps Up & Down*...
Mayb Im A Little To Excited Cant Wait Til The 12th Everything From There Wil Just Float Through :) X
Looking Forward To Waving 2009 Away Bring On 2010!
This Year Has Been Full Of Ups & Downs For Me & Tbh I’l Be Glad To See The Back Of Some Things *Smiles & Thinks Of Leaving Things Behind In 2009* :) X
To Think I Use To Be Your BestFriend…The Friend Who Put Up With You...
Just Realised...
When I Go Sleep In Abit, It Wil Be The Last Tym I Wake Up In 2009 :)
Part Of Me Is Excited For 2010 But The Other Part Is Scared & Full Of Abit Of Fear….
Fear That If I Cant Get SomeThings Sorted 2mz I Will Have To Carry Them Into 2010 *Shakes Head* =/ X
Im Off To Bed Im Knackered & Have To Be Up...
Put your hands up if you feel like this
If you’re crazy ‘bout a...
– pixie Lott
Your Smile Made Me Smile Today....
Thank Yu :) X
Iv Got So Much On My Mind Atm.....
My Mind Feels Like Its Going Round In Circles =/
Today Everything Has Jus Been A Blur....
I Went to my nans for my gramps birthday & met mum round there was nice sitting with nan & gramp & mum even thou it was for an hour cuz i had work =)
Work ha! got there and i had to be on customer service Which i don’t mind because returns and exchange is pretty easy but stressful at the same time, i walked into a mess piles of clothes stacked up and behind tills jus a mess...
For The First Tym In Ages I Can Actually Say I...
“Arms Out Ready To Catch Anything :) X
Im Actually Tired :) So im Off To Bed Night Tumblr...
Iv Lost My Headphones :(
Not Impressed i loveee listening to my music shutting everything out =/ need to find them……
Im Jus One Big Joke To You....
Its Just One Thing After Another Atm! =/
*sighs*
Im Scared & I Feel fear inside of me =/
Hate This feeling My Thoughts are all over the place atm………
& Shes The Lyrics To My Songs I Sing Every Day & Night X
Thanx For The Follow "leparis" Helllooo....
I Want Today To Be Over Soo Much!
I Heard Everything I Never Wanted To Hear Today & Iv Cryed So Much Over It =/ *shakes Head* I Jus Want Everything Back To The Way Things Were, I Feel As Part Of Me Is To Blame… I’m Sorry Nan & Gramp =/ X
Right Now.......
I Have My Reindeer Pjs On & I’m Crying Once Again, I Don’t Know How Much I Can Take Anymore I Feel As Everything Is Being Put On Me & I’m Starting To Get To The Point Where Im Looking For An Escape To Somewhere Hmmm :( X
Iv been So Down Today Its Unreal...
Iv Broke Down Twice Already I Jus Want Some Things To Be Sorted Soon =/ *sighs* X
Its Now 3.40am....
I Think I Might Try & Settle Down With My Music :) X
I Have A Few Things On My Mind & I Feel As...
*Shakes Head* If Only I Had Magical Powers To Sort Somethings Out =/
Whats Going On Its 3.25Am...
Im Stil Awake =/ Grr That 6-6 Shift I Done The Other Night Has Messed Up My Sleep Pattern Big Tym, My Brain Thinks I Can Now Stay Awake & Sleep When Ever :S X
Jus Had Christmas Dinner ;) Wow Im Stuffed!x
The Only Time Me,Mum & Dad Get To Have Dinner Together Around The Table “Was Nice :) X
Ok So You Wernt Wrapped Up Under My Tree....
My Face Was So Disappointed ;) Lol X
Merry Christmas gem ☆ :) X
Even Thou Theres Complications & Distance It Don’t Stop Me From Thinking About You… Hope Your Ok & You Have A Good Xmas… X